Posted by Unknown at 11:56 PM 0 comments
新年倒数2天咯!
Posted by Unknown at 1:56 PM 0 comments
现在的我觉得很无助，
很多功课要赶
但我没那个心情要做
不知道为什么我突然不想要搬出去住
因为某某人影响我
因为不爽某某人的态度
因为因为。。。
现在的我不想呆在UPM
很讨厌UPM
我现在打算新年后每个星期都要回家
我不想再顾虑别人的感受
不想要想别人是怎样看我
此刻的我只想好好一个人
一个人活在自己的空间
原本打算考完audit要和朋友一起出去
我现在想要自己取消
想去姐姐家
我会坚持自己的想法吗？
答案是我不知道
朋友，对我而言是什么？
为什么人就是需要朋友？
我觉得我不需要～
朋友，天天见面都不知道你在想些什么
有等于没有
有时侯我会觉得sms,calling的朋友
比每天见面的朋友来得好
虽然我们没天天见面
至少我有什么事会跟你们讲
明天我将会见见音子的朋友
很期待。期待我们的友谊
Posted by Unknown at 7:08 PM 0 comments
Many many choices nid i do...
Now i thinking am i choosing a right course?
Right university?
I felt tat i choosing a wrong course since my 1st year student
Should i choose accountancy?
Do i want bcome an accountant in the future?
The ans is no..
I dun wan bcome an accountant in the future
Many ppl wil scold me
Include my parents and my relatives
They wil ask me
Accountant is a good job, high salary and
Guarantee u wil have a better life in the future
But, i dun think so
For me, this is juz their expectation
Juz have a short talk with my friends,
Talking about when they choose which uni wan to enter
And wat course they wan take
They all choose UPM is their 1st choise
But I am not
I dun wan enter UPM
No choice, I nid also
If u asking me ar u happy with ur uni life now
Now I can ans u, I m not happy with UPM life
Maybe I gets a lot of stress during exam, during organize activities..
Who knows?
Dun know y now I felt like wan chat with my UUM friend,
But she busy now,
Wan chat with my sister,
She at PLKN
Wan chat with my UPM friend
But duno wan chat wat tings
Wan chat with my Yinzi friend,
They wan study for their test
I juz felt boring, lonely..
Duno d reason
I miss home…
Posted by Unknown at 3:36 PM 0 comments
i m very emotion now
got several reason i ald identified
one is my law test..
wat i read, din come out
wat i din read, it come out
duno wat i do
i hate make choice
2moro i got 3 option 2 go
one is go out with my friends
one is go Yinzi li chang
one is sleep at my room
friday oso the same
i got 3 choice
one is go meeting at 12pm
one is do homework
one is sleep and rest at room
saturday oso the same
2many option nid i choose
go out with sister
n tis time is i duno wan stay at her house o not
if i stay, my roommate wil alone
if din stay, my sister will alone
wat should i do?
sunday another option
go my brother house do assignment
o go out with my friends
o go pasar malam at kelana jaya
monday lagi teruk
felt dun wan go class
hate c some one inside d class
i duno y i hate tis person
mayb wat i felt is true
oso have d probability is false
tuesday i also felt dun wan go class...
i felt go class very tired..
every morning 10am go out until night juz can back room..
i busy tis busy that
i kepo tis kepo that
suddenly i miss home!! i wan go back home!!
tis week i felt very tired of study..
i hate exam..
y must evaluate people using exam!!
uni life should not like tis!
should enjoy with playing, studying etc...
i dun have the enjoy feeling when i getting tired tired and tired
i hope i can gets a good sleep now..
no nid study for 2moro exam..
but cant...sad~sad~
i wan sleep 24 hours!!
Posted by Unknown at 9:32 PM 0 comments
2day is my bad day,
2 exam in 1 day
Writing and company law
i study for company law only
Writing dint touch on it
i juz do what i know
i stil remember b4 audit class i go photostat my note
but when i want east lunch
i juz realise tat i din bring my wallet
so bad luck
until after my lunch,
my roomate ask me contact a girl
i duno who is she, so i dint contact her
i continue study at library
until she call me and tel me my wallet with her
oh my god! i juz realise my wallet missing!!
i soo blur...
no matter tis morning i can go photostat note
really really swt lo~
inside the wallet got a lot of money and kiosk money
luckily she return 2 me
ntg loss
thanz god! and thanz to that girl return my wallet...
now i stil blur blur~ blur bcoz of exam..
i very scare company law tis subject..
bcoz i m not good in commercial law..
tis subject have a lot of things need to memorize..
now i study for 2nd times
hope i can remember all the term, cases, and definition
pray for my test...
Posted by Unknown at 3:40 PM 0 comments
Today, I have the mood want study
But don't know why now i still writing blog
Now I just want express my feeling and what happen today
A senior told me that one side interaction is not effective for being a friend o a buddy
I totally agree with him
Sometimes i felt tat y always is i find them,
Not they find me first
I am a person who always like to disturb other people
I like to play with them
What is a friend?
Is a tool?
Or is a person who understands me?
Or a person can share their feeling with me?
Or a person can keep ur secret?
Sometimes I will think tat friends is a tool
But before I make it is a tool, I will treat he/she very nice
Until i felt tat he/she also treat me as a tool
I will do so
Honestly, I still can’t find a friend who really understand me at UPM
I just felt that only me understand myself
But sometimes I dun understand myself, especially my feeling
at UPM, I will not express my feeling to my friends
Only my UTM and UUM friend know me
I will told them what I felt and what I wan
if UPM friend ask me, I will remain silent o lie to them
When I was a 1st year student,
I think tat I found true friends here
Until it comes to 2nd year 1st sem
I found tat I was wrong
They are not my true friends
They just my normal friends
In SEACCC, I got my own friends
They are very nice but not all,
Help me a lot.
I still remember my duty in SEACCC
As a secretary of exhibition department
Why I wan take this post?
Because of no 1 take lo...
Inside the department only got 2 person,
Then one the secretary another take treasurer
Because of the attitude of the treasurer,
Now I hate this person forever
Talk behind me
In Yinzi, I also have friends
They are all very nice
Although i am the youngest among them,
They din bully me
thanz GOD..hahaha
They like to play with me,
Talk with me
I m happy corroborate with them
But some I think I have problem to communicate with them
Don’t know what reason
maybe is a technique of communication
I don’t know
In Kiosk, I meet a lot of friends
And different type of person
It makes me dun trust my subordinate
Most of the things I ask them do,
I need redo
Sometimes I felt like better I do it alone
No need face so many problems
I apply this lesson in yinzi
I think that I can handle the things by myself
But scold by a senior
He said that kiosk is different from yinzi
I dun believe it
For me, all human is the same
Hard to know what they thinking about
Until now me still not puts 100% to my subordinate
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